I just remember when I found out first time that I could go to Malawi for an exchange. Now it's been about 3-4 MONTHS from that day! So unbelievable how FAST time flyes! OMG! Now it's about 2 months to go. How can I stop the time when I am there? I wanna enjoy everything; FEEL everything, SEE everything, TASTE everything, TRY everything,..but the time just should stop there :D How would it be possible. Well I guess that this 3 month will be so fast over that first I am sad when I am there and then I am sad to go home. It's always like that.
Today we just booked our flights ! WOHOO! We are going to be there about 91 days. Wow. So long time, but so little! I am going to see so much, but at the same time so little! :D I have found out that (my) life is really crazy, you never know what is going to happened next. You just can't! You can have dream's but mostly God is only one who knows what happens next, He has planned your life already for you. I hope that God can use me there, He could shaped me more like Him. I can't imagine that MY LIFE is going to Malawi. If I could watch back to past let's say like 5 years back, I wouldn't never believed that I am this happy for my life, how it is going and how much happier I am coming everyday.. When I wake up I wanna be happy. I say to myself "I am happy today". It will help me to survived to every difficulties when I decided to survive. Just thinking of happy thoughts and everything will be great :) I think that we are going to face difficulties, but everything is going to be fine when you have a right attitude for them. I have decided that NOBODY will steal me, rape me. I will not going to have any tourist stomach illnesses. Well of course you can't avoid everything and just "decided" to not to have them, but I have seen that if you decided to NOT have them you most probably won't have them. So I am going to take my macbook and great camera which I just got last christmas from my dad. We seems anyway rich to local people - why should I try to not be rich when I can't do that, we are white anyway! And for black people we are rich! Let God bless that nothing bad is not going to happened to us.
Ok, now it's real. School just sent to me e-mail that I am accepted to exchange to Malawi, Africa! I am so exciteeeeeed! Jippii! Next September I am going to fly to MALAWI! Everything has happened so quickly and there must be reason why they accepted me. It was my first choice, but still I didn't really think that I seriously would go there. But when I first read that I am going there I was so ... don't know. Screaming? :D Anyway, I am going there with some girl from Helsinki. I don't know her, I just heard that she is studied as a midwife and she is doing some trainee there as well. We will met at May on CIMO's coaching thing, which we should go before going to wild Africa. First I was planned to go with one girl from my school, but she cancelled it. So then I am now going with this girl from Metropolia University of applied sciences. Everything worked out so great way. And this girl seems to be very nice. I am so excited, can't wait until the summer goes by and autumn comes... For now it's still 4 months to go... I am already become to think what I want to see, what I want to do, what I would want to experienced there.. hihih. This is now how the big world opens it's eyes to me. Jeij!
