maanantai 9. heinäkuuta 2012

Happy days

I just remember when I found out first time that I could go to Malawi for an exchange. Now it's been about 3-4 MONTHS from that day! So unbelievable how FAST time flyes! OMG! Now it's about 2 months to go. How can I stop the time when I am there? I wanna enjoy everything; FEEL everything, SEE everything, TASTE everything, TRY everything,..but the time just should stop there :D How would it be possible. Well I guess that this 3 month will be so fast over that first I am sad when I am there and then I am sad to go home. It's always like that.


Today we just booked our flights ! WOHOO! We are going to be there about 91 days. Wow. So long time, but so little! I am going to see so much, but at the same time so little! :D I have found out that (my) life is really crazy, you never know what is going to happened next. You just can't! You can have dream's but mostly God is only one who knows what happens next, He has planned your life already for you. I hope that God can use me there, He could shaped me more like Him. I can't imagine that MY LIFE is going to Malawi. If I could watch back to past let's say like 5 years back, I wouldn't never believed that I am this happy for my life, how it is going and how much happier I am coming everyday.. When I wake up I wanna be happy. I say to myself "I am happy today". It will help me to survived to every difficulties when I decided to survive. Just thinking of happy thoughts and everything will be great :) I think that we are going to face difficulties, but everything is going to be fine when you have a right attitude for them. I have decided that NOBODY will steal me, rape me. I will not going to have any tourist stomach illnesses. Well of course you can't avoid everything and just "decided" to not to have them, but I have seen that if you decided to NOT have them you most probably won't have them. So I am going to take my macbook and great camera which I just got last christmas from my dad. We seems anyway rich to local people - why should I try to not be rich when I can't do that, we are white anyway! And for black people we are rich! Let God bless that nothing bad is not going to happened to us.